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I'm back!

Hi guyses!! I know, it's been like 2 thousand years since I've been on but I'm back now, so yeah! Lol, just thought I'd tell ya. And, since I know that some of you guys read my fanfic, I'll have a new one out pretty soon. Sorry for not being on so long. Stuff happened and we had a bunch of moving to do. Anyway, luvs ya all!

I Hand You My Mortal Life, But Will It Be Forever? Part 11

Okay, this is the third time I've had to type this so that's why it took awhile.Hope you like it!

My POV

I just stood there, staring at Matt's expression. "Uhh, hey Matt." "Syn?So you finally told her, eh?Looks like it worked out well enough." "Uhh, not exactly.Well, sorta." "Whaddya mean 'sorta'?" "Well, I told her a couple days ago.Not really that long, but I told her." "Am I missing something here?You guys fill me in.Told me what?" "Told you that he loved you." "Oh, okay!" "So, you guys want some privacy or what?" "Uhh, maybe a little.But please dont't tell everyone else." "Why not?Cedes, I never thought you were the shy type." "I'm not, it's just..." "Not ready?" "I guess." "Yeah, okay.You two have fun then." "Oh believe me, we will." "Syn?!?What the hell?" "Haha, just kidding.Do me a favor and keep everybody outside for a bit." "Uhh, okay.I think i'm gonna leave before you two get all..." "Yeah, we know." "Have fun." Matt walked off and me and Bri just laughed a little. "So, you wanna go to Johnny's room?" "Yeah, I don't want anyone else catching us." He smiled and grabbed my hand, pulling me into the next room.He locked the door before continuing to kiss me.He grabbed my waist and pushed me down on the bed.He started to kiss my neck, making me moan lightly.I started to get louder as his hands ran up my sides. "Brian..." I moaned his name louder than I should have.I got scared for a bit that someone might have heard me.Still he kept going, kept pushing me into his trance.After a few minutes we stopped, both of us breathing heavily. "Bri?" "Yeah babe?" "Uhh, I think we should get back out there." "You're probably right.I wish we didn't though." "Hmhm, me too." "Well, let's go before I fall asleep or something." "Kay.Oh!Wait!" "Yeah?" "We're not really that dry." "Oh, we were supposed to dry off huh?" "Duh!Grab some towels real quick and then we can go back out there." He went to the bathroom, got us some towels and handed one to me.We walked out as soon as everyone walked back in.Matt strode over to me. "You guys have a good time?" "Haha, yes,Thanks for keeping them out there." "No prob.Lucky you guys came out here because other wise they probably would have heard you.I know I did." "You heard me?" "A little.I went to grab another beer after you two were in the room and I heard everything." "Everything?!?" "Everything.He really turns you on, doesn't he?" "More than you'll ever fucking know." "I don't think I wanna know." "You probably don't.Haha!" "Uhh, okay then.Ha.Well, I don't mean to bother you, but when do you plan on telling everybody else?" "Umm...I dunno." "Well, we go on tour in a couple of days.Hey!I know!You should come with us.Syn'll be happy as hell, and we can all just bring our girlfriends too." "And future girlfriends." "Huh?" "Look at Johnny and Shirlisa.They've been flirting like mad all night.And Jimmy and Kalaya have too.Look at him, giving her that puppy dog look." "Oh, shit.I never noticed that." "Yeah, I'm usually the only one that notices." "Damn, now that I know I'm gonna bug them about it." "Aww, Matt don't!" "And why should I listen to you?" "Uhhm, because I'm almost like a little sister to you and because I'm cute." "Fine then.Oh, hey, Brit's callin me." "Kay, you go get her.Haha!" He walked off and soon I found myself in Brian's lap.Since we're really close friends, they don't notice anything.Except for Matt, but he knows. "So, Cedes, how's Talor?" Jimmy asked, apparently noticing he wasn't with me. "Oh, we broke up." "Really?Why?" "Long story short, he cheated." "That fucking asshole!" "You're telling me." Brian said, looking pissed again.He tightened his grip around me just a bit. "With who?" "I don't know, just some other chick I guess." "Hey Syn, did you wanna kill him or what cuz you look pretty mad right now." "Hell yeah, wouldn't you?" "Well, duh!" "And that's not even the worst of it." Bri only mumbled but Jim still heard him. "What else did he do?" "You heard me?" "Yeah, now tell me what he did." Brian looked at me, and all I did was nod, telling him he could just say it. "He fucking beat her up, bad.I remember I was trying to go to sleep and she started knocking.I opened the door and she was all bloody and wet.It just had to fucking rain too." "He beat you?That mother fucker's gonna die!" "Jim, calm down.He's not with me anymore, okay?I'm fine." "No, I'm not gonna calm down.You already know you're like a sister to all of us, and since he hit you, we're gonna get him back." "No, just drop it, please." He sighed and sat back again.I could tell he wanted to beat the shit out of Talor, but he would never do that if I told him not to. "Thanks Jim, really." "Yeah, alright." The party went on, and soon I was getting drowsy.I just laid back on his chest and started to doze off.

Brian's POV

I was still talking to everybody when it started to get late and Cedes was already falling asleep. "Hey, Johnny.I think I should take her home now." "Yeah, alright.See ya later man." "Yeah, thanks for the party and all that shit.Haha, bye dude." I slowly picked her up, careful not to wake her.She started to move and then her eyes were suddenly open. "Bri?Where am I?" "We were just leaving Johnny's." "Oh, okay." She nuzzled back into my chest and was asleep almost instantly.The drive home was quiet, all I could hear was her breathing.When we arrived picked her up again and carried her into the house.As I layed her down her eyes started to open again, but soon after I covered her she stopped rustling around.After watching TV for a couple hours I wandered into the room and fell asleep with her.I felt her arms around me, and I just held her close.I wondered if she would want to come with us on tour.I'll ask her tomorrow.And with that I was asleep again.

OMFG, I am soooo sorry for not posting this up for so long.I kept on putting it off and when I did get it written my computer wouldnt let me post it so I had to type it again.Hope you liked it.Luvs ya lots!!!!

I Hand You My Mortal Life, But Will It Be Forever? Part 10

Okay guys, this is part 10...how many parts do I make?Grr, I can't decide...i'll just keep going til about...I dunno.You tell me cuz I have no idea where else I'm gonna go with this one.Well, here ya go.

My POV

"Hey, Cedes?Can you help me and the girls cook?All the guys are gonna go be 'manly' and barbeque." "Yeah, sure!I love to cook!" "Don't we know that!" Brian yelled.I ran over to the kitchen and started to grab a beer when all 4 girls came in and closed the door, staring straight at me with huge smiles. "What?" I asked, obviously clueless. "Well, you seem, really happy!" "Uhh, okay.Aren't I always happy?" "Well, it's different right now." I stared at Kay, trying to figure out what she meant. "What?" "Haha!Spill!You've got to tell us why you're so cheery!" Suddenly Deyanna pulled me back to her. "Ow!Yes Deyanna?" "What happened?I know it had something to do with Syn, because he's in a really good mood too.And, you two just happened to show up together.So?" "So what?Nothing happened, okay?" "Oh yeah right.Like I'm gonna believe you." "Well, you should.Why don't you ask him?You know guys tend to be more open, and he'll say the same thing." "Oh whatever!" She lightly punched my arm.I punched her back. "Hey!" "What?You hit me first." "Well, yeah, but when you hit it hurts!Haha!" "I know, and i'm proud of it!" Matt walked in, and wrapped his arms around Brittany.She smiled up at him, while he kissed her forehead. "Ooo, Matt, can you get a room?" He looked at me then stuck his tounge out at me. "What are you, five?Haha!I'm kidding....or am I?" "Whatever Cedes." "Matt, why aren't you out there being a guy and grilling shit?" "I just wanted to bug you guys.Haha!Nah, but I did want to see what you guys were making." "Well now Matt, that's for us to know, and for you to stuff in your mouth later.Ha!" "Whatever Cedes.Oh yeah, Syn told me to tell you to get your ass over there." "Why?" "I don't know, he just said to." "Uhh, okay.Be right back you guys." I walked out laughing as I heard Matt howling after me. "You go get him Cedes!Haha!" was all he said before he walked back outside, leaving me in the room with Brian. "What's up Bri?" "Nothing, just wanted to talk I guess." "You do know that everyone in the kitchen is bugging me, right?" "No.What are they asking?" "Why I'm so happy.Is it really that obvious?" "I don't think so, but I guess they noticed." "When do we tell everyone?" "You pick, cuz I hate having to think about shit like that." "Oh, so you leave me to?" "Haha, yeah." He wrapped his arms around me, like Matt was holding Brittany awhile ago. "So, what do you want me to make?" "Whatever you want, you're an awesome cook." "How do you know?Whenever we hung out before, all we'd ever eat was take out or fast food.I never made a damn thing." "Well, make whatever then.You and the girls think of something, okay?" "Alright." I sighed before laying my head against his chest. "I guess I better get back in there." "Yeah, probably." "Okay, well, love ya babe." "Love you too." He leaned in to kiss me, but I shook my head no.He nodded, understanding that it probably wasn't the best place to kiss me.I walked back in and sighed again, sitting up on one of the counters. "Well then Mercedes, since you won't tell me what is going on, at least answer me one question." "Yeah?" "Do you still like Syn?" "Deyanna, you have no idea." We all started laughing, while I sat staring out the window, looking at the man who stole my heart.

Brian's POV

I walked back outside, looking at all the guys who seemed to have forgotten whatever they were talking about, to look at me. "What?" "Well, what the fuck happened in there?" "Yeah, that was strange dude." "What was?" "How you just fucking called her in there.I tried going with you but you got all bitchy and shit.Okay, well, maybe not bitchy, but you got freaked." "Whatever Zack." "I just want to know what the fuck is going on.If her brother found out, ooo.You'd be dead." "Found out what?" "That you like her." "Yeah," Jimmy butted in. "...It seems like her whole fucking family is against guys like us." "Her fucking mom is no exception to that, lemme tell ya." "Whoa, you met her mom?" "Yeah.And she's worse than Cedes would tell us." "Shit, what's up with her?" "Damn, she just...wow.I never thought that a mother could be like that." "Tell us Gates." "She yelled at her for dressing like she does....for fucking hanging out with guys like us.Her mom yelled at her.Fucking yelled!And in the middle of the parking lot too!" "What the hell?!?" Matt said, pretty freaked. "Yeah, she's one, sorry Cedes, bitch of a mom." "A little harsh?" "Well, she was scary!" "The Synyster Gates, scared of her mommy?" "You know, if you ever marry Cedes, which we all know you want to, you're gonna have to get along with her mom." "What the fuck?If I marry her?" "Yeah.You like her, and you always have." "Why don't you just fucking tell her already and get it over with?" "I..." I sighed, almost laughing. "What's so funny?" "Nothing." "You know she likes you too." "Tell her, or i'll tell her for you." "Matt, what the hell?Making threats because I won't tell her?" "Aha!You admitted it!" "Yeah, so what?" "You know, she probably already knows." "Yeah, you make it obvious enough." "But what if you're wrong.What if she didn't like me?" "What do you mean, 'didn't'?" Shit.I said didn't...Aggh, i'm so fucking stupid! "I'm just saying.You guys are just dead set on the fact that she likes me.Figured I wouldn't crush all of your dreams." "Sure." "You guys are never gonna quit bugging me about this, are you?" "Not until you tell her." I sighed, and turned my attention back to the grill.

2 And A Half Hours Later, My POV

Everyone was in the backyard except for me, Brian, and Kalaya. "Hey Cedes, come here." "Yeah Bri?" "Just come over here." "Why?" He had a sly grin on his face, making me question whether or not to go over to him.I did anyway, but soon regretted it. "Brian quit!!Haha!" I ran out the back door with Brian chasing me, trying to tickle me.Matt looked at us like we were the most retarded people on the planet. "Syn, what are you doing to her?" "Making her laugh." "Yeah, you guys all know that i'm ticklish.But he uses that against me.Aggh!" "Come here!" "No way!" I ran close to the pool and he bolted after me.I was close to the edge when he finally stopped. "Okay, okay.I'll stop now." "Good!" "Just stay there.Okay?" "Why?Oh, you better not even..." But before I could finish he pushed me into the pool, my clothes clinging onto me as I stood up. "What the hell?" "Sorry, I had to." I sighed and looked at him. "Well, since you're the one who did this, can you at least help me get out?" "Alright, fine." As soon as I had a tight enough grip on his hand, I pulled him in with me. "He soon floated back up to glare at me.I had a triumphant look on my face. "Haha, I got you good." "Whatever." Jimmy walked over and laughed at us, small waves going back and forth while we just stood there. "What are you laughing at Jim?" "You and dumbass over here.You kids done now?" "Jimmy, do you want me to have to pull you in too?" "Fine fine, i'll back off." "Grr." "What the fuck Cedes, grr?" "Yeah, so what?" "And I am not a dumbass." "Yeah you are Bri." Matt walked over to where Jimmy was and stared at Brian, raising his eyebrow.He mouthed something to him, but I couldn't tell what it was.Brian just shook his head furiously. "Alright you guys.Go get some towels and dry off." "Okay dad.Gaw!" "Yeah, you better listen to me Cedes." "Sure Matt, whatever you say." As me and Bri got out, everyone's eyes were glued to us, most everybody still laughing.We walked inside and made sure no one was still in the house. "Well, that was fun." "Sorry about pushing you in, I just couldn't resist." "I know, it was 'refreshing' I guess." He walked closer to me, and soon I found myself in his arms kissing him.It was just us there, in the hallway.I had my arms around his neck, pulling lightly at his long hair.My back was against the wall, and we were standing. "Cedes?Syn?" I pulled away to see a very confused Matt.Oh shit.

I'm so sorry for making you guys wait so long.I hate it when I forget.That's it, someone needs to start reminding me about this.I know, you're probably thinking 'how can she forget?'.I dunno, I just can.Well, anyway, hope you liked it.I'll try to have more out soon.Luvs ya!!!!

I Hand You My Mortal Life, But Will It Be Forever? Part 9

Sup peoples?I can't keep you waiting like forever like I did last time.That, and I don't want to lose the idea so i'm posting another one.Oh, I finally have a Johnny GF.Her name's Shirlisa.Okay, Here ya go!!

My POV

As I lay there with him, I felt something vibrate, and I answered my moving phone. "Hello?" "What's up?" It was Kalaya, Johnny's little sister. "Oh, nothing." "Well, I was wondering if you were doing something tonight." "Um, I don't think I am.Why?" "Well, me and Johnny are going to have a party just for the hell of it so I was wondering if you wanted to come." "Oh, sure!Do you want me to invite any of the other guys?Or, Jimmy?" "Uhh....I..I..." "Oh, you know you want him to come." "Well, yeah, but...i'm going to get too nervous around him!" "Well, stay with me." "Okay, cool.Hey, can you call Syn and ask him to come?" "Huh, sure." "Alright.Don't forget to call Jimmy too.Bye!" "Haha!Bye." I hung up, still laughing. "Who was that?" "Hmm?Oh, Kalaya.You wanna go to a party?I guess she just got back from that trip.Poor her, and Johnny.Losing their mom.I hated being at that funeral, I swear I was about to cry just as hard as they were." "Yeah.But, I guess we should get ready." "Haha!Probably." "Well, you have to get off me first." "But you're so comfy!" "Whatever." I sighed and got up, reluctantly at first. "Come on, let's go get prettyful." "Hey!That's my word Bri!" "I know, but i'm allowed to use it now." "And why is that?" "Here, i'll show you." He stood up and gave me a light kiss on the lips. "Ah, now I get it.Haha!" "I thought you would." After about 20 minutes we were ready to go.I called Kay (her nickname) to make sure we could go. "Hey Kay?" "Yeah?" "Well, we're ready." "Okay.Just tell Talor where to go and..." "I broke up with him." "Oh my god!What happened?" "Long story short, he cheated." "Oh..that duche." "Yup.Haha!" "So, who are you coming with?" "Bri, err, Syn." "Ah.Ooooo.You still like him?" "Haha!Yeah...hey, well, nevermind." "Well, tell me when you're ready I guess." "Okay.Thanks.Well, i'll be over with him in a bit!" "Okay.Bye!" "Bye." I hung up and waved to Bri to come with me to the car.Well, tonight should be interesting.

Brian's POV

We entered the house, only for Mercedes to get attacked in a hug by Kalaya.They both jumped up and down squealing while Johnny came over to me and sighed. "What's up Johnny?" "Nothin much.How you doin?" "Actually, pretty good." "Did you get laid?" "Hey!No." "Then why are you happy?" "I have my reasons." "Whatever you say Syn." "Hye, where do we put our stuff?" "Uhh, over in that room." "Okay.Cedes, come on.We out our stuff over apparently." "Kay.Be right back Kalaya." We walked over to the room.As soon as we got inside she shut the door and stared at me. "I know.God, I don't think I can keep my hands off you for that long." "Well, Bri, you're gonna have to.And, what the hell?If you 'can't keep your hands off me' now, how have you managed all these years?" "I dunno.But now i'm allowed to kiss you and stuff so I just...you know." "Haha, okay.Well, we can't be all over each other tonight so, I guess..." She walked closer and kissed me, then backed up. "Well, we should get out there now." "Yeah.Come on." We walked out, and already everyone was there. "Damn!Me and Cedes are gone for 2 minutes and evrybody gets here?" "Yeah!" Matt ran up and grabbed Cedes, picking her up and swinging her around. "Haha!Nice to see you too Matt!" She said as he put her down.This should be a long night...oh yeah!

Okay, so it's short.At least it's something.Lol, Destinee...if you're reading these now...well, hope ya like em!Well, luvs ya'll lots!!Byeeezzz!!!!!!!!

I Hand You My Mortal Life, But Will It Be Forever? Part 8 (Finally!)

Okay, this is the fourth time I've had to write this so now you know why it took me so long.Oh, I have a new character.Her name's Kalaya (you say it like Kayla).She's Johnny's little sister.So, here it is.

My POV

As we drove back Brian held my hand, while I just sniffled. "Hey, you okay?That was...harsh.Your own mom saying that about you.No wonder you started to cry." "That's not what I cried about." "Well then, what was it?" "She said some things about...you.They were worse than what you heard." "You didn't have to cry over me.I'm not as important as you make me." "Yes you are.But, I just have to live with the fact that she'll never love me like she did before.Whenever I was preppy and shit." "What's wrong with being preppy?I bet it would suit you well." "Whatever.That's exactly what she thinks.But, nevermind about it." "Okay then.Well, where was your dad back there?" "Oh, my parents are divorced.They've been divorced since I was about 11." "Oh, shit.I'm sorry, I didn't mean to bring it up." "It's fine.I never get angry or whatever about it since I don't talk to either of them." "Well, what was your dad like?" "He was...a good dad." "You don't sound to sure of that." "Look, he was awesome, okay?" "Tell me what he was like.If we ever see him again I want to know whether or not I should be protective." "He, he just used to....hurt me and my mom." "What?Did he ever rape you or anything?!?" I got quiet, and he yelled. "God!If I ever see him I'm making sure you're with me at all times.There's no way I'm letting him near you without me right beside you." "Thanks.I'm really scared o him so it's good to know that you're going to protect me." "I always will, against anybody." "Thanks again." He leaned over and kissed me as we were pulling into the driveway. "Hmm...Brian." I said, breaking the kiss. "Yeah?" "I still have to go get my stuff." "I know.What time do we have to go get it?" "Whenever." "Well then, we have enough time for pizza." "Yup!" "What kind?" "Cheese.I love cheese." "Good.Me too!" "Cool." We got out of the car and walked inside.He went to the phone but pulled over to his side, nuzzling into my back. "Hey!You still have to talk you know." "Yeah, but I'm gonna keep you with me." "Haha!Fine with me." "Hello?....yes....i'd like one..hey, what size?" "Whatever will be enough for the two of us" "Okay.One medium cheese pizza....okay....okay, thank you." "Aww, you sound so nice when you're on the phone!" "What, I don't sound nice all day?" "No.Haha!" "Oh, well fine then.I'll make sure I never talk to you again." "Oh, i'd like to see you try." He stayed quiet, and I decided I was going to force him to talk. "Well, if you're not going to talk I guess I can't be your girlfriend.I'll make sure that I never, ever, kiss you again." I moved closer to his face and gave him a seducing look. "God, you're killing me!" He leaned up, kissing me, and made us fall onto the couch, me under him.We stayed like that until the pizza came, both of us not wanting to get up.He groaned and got up, while I stood up and fixed my hair in a nearby mirror. "Thanks man." He closed the door and brought the pizza over to the couch while I turned on the T.V.Shortly after we finished I was in his arms, ready to take yet another nap. "Hmm, Brian, keep me up.I can't fall asleep again." "Why not?" "Because if I do I won't be able to sleep tonight." "Well, good.I don't want you to sleep." "What?" "Haha!Nevermind." "Okay then...aww, I get it now.Oh, you're so wrong." "I know." "Hmm, but you're hotness makes up for that." "Thank God i'm hot." "Oh whatever." "What, i'm not hot anymore?" "Of course you are, you're just full of yourself." "No, i'm full of pizza." "Haha!" He kissed my forehead, and I could feel myself blush.I never wanted to leave his house again...I was longing in my mind to stay in this moment forever.

Okay, I just thought i'd make it a bit short so that I'd at least have something new out.I'll try to have part 9 out sooner than this one was out.Luvs you all lotses!!!

I Hand You My Mortal Life, But Will It Be Forever? Part 7

Yeah I just posted one, but you're just going to have to deal with it.Haha, im just kidding.Well, I decided to make this cuz I was bored(yet again.lol) so yup.

My POV

I was sound asleep for awhile, maybe 2 hours when Brian started to wake me up. "Babe, please wake up." "Mmmm...." "Baby, Cedes, wake up." "Huh, what?" "Your phone's ringing.But I can't answer it, it might be Talor." "Oh, okay.Here, let me see it.Hello?" "Hey." "Talor, I..." "Look, before you say anything, just let me say something." "Fine, but for now i'm not going back." "What?Why the fuck not?" "Because, just face it.I'm scared of you." "You don't have to be." "But I am, and nothing you or anybody else says is ever going to change that." "But..." "Look, i'm going to come by later with Brian and i'm going to get all my stuff." "Where are you going to live if it's not with me?" "I...I don't know, but not with you anymore." "Fine, if you want to give up the best thing in your fucking pathetic life, go right ahead.But, you can't say I never warned you bitch." "Fuck you asshole!" I hung up.Suddenly a flood of thoughts entered my mind.Where am I going to stay?Shit, I should have thought about it. "Babe?What's wrong?" "Huh?Nothing.Just...forget it." "Okay....he's an asshole.Forget him." "I know." "Hey, you hungry?" "Yeah, a little." "Come on.I know this great mexican place that you would love." "I'M UP!" "Haha!I thought you might be excited!" "Well, I love mexican food!I am mexican you know." "Yeah.Now, come on before I tickle you." "You better haha!!" "I better what?" "Brian!!Haha!Stop!" "Not until you get up." "Haha, well, if you'd ha!Let me get up, maybe I could!!Haha!!" He had me laughing like crazy!I ran upstairs again, running straight into the bedroom, with Brian close behind. "Don't you dare!" "What?I just want to give you a hug!" "Yeah right!" "Fine, i'll stop." "Hmm...okay..." I started to walk over to him when he sprang up and got me down, pushing us both onto the bed. "Haha!You said you were going to stop!!Haha!!!!" "I changed my mind!" "Brian!!" "Fine, i'll quit." He stopped, getting up a little, just staring at me. "What?" "Nothing." "Whatever, just come on." "Alright.Hey, wait!" "Yeah?" "Well, if we go out to eat, do we act like we're together or do we keep it secret for awhile?" "Ooo, good question.I don't know.What do you think?" "I dunno...you think we should wait a bit?" "Yeah, it's probably best." "Alright.Let's go" "Kay!"

Brian's POV

We walked into the resturant, trying not to hold hands. "God, it's so hard keeping myself off you." She wispered, making sure no one heard. "No kidding.Oh shit!" "What?" "Fans!" *screams*

random girl-OH MY GOD!YOU'RE SYNYSTER GATES!!

Brian-Yup

girl-Whoa, and you're Mercedes Ojeda!!

Mercedes-Yeah

girl-Oh my...wait, am I interrupting you two or...

Brian-Whoa, we're not together.Not, that it would be bad or anything but...

Mercedes-We're just not together.

Brian-Yeah

girl-well, it was really nice and soo cool to meet you guys!

Brian-Yeah, you too.

Mercedes-At least she likes A7X

girl-Well, who doesn't?

Mercedes-Haha!Good point!

girl-Well, I guess you guys have to go so, Bye!

Mercedes & Brian-Bye!

"Ooookay...weird?" "Isn't that usual for you?" "Yeah, I think." "Haha!Whatever.But, why did she know me?" "I don't know." "I started to reach for her hand, but pulled away as I remembered what we said.Man, I wish I could just grab her right now.But, even if we could just hold hands and everything I couldn't just start kissing her.We're still in a resturant. "Oohhh shit.." "What's wrong Cedes?" "We, we have to go." "Why?What's wrong?" "Dammit!Too late." "Mercedes?" She said her name in a spanish sort of way.She looked obviously older than Mercedes.She actually looked a bit like her, in a way. "Minerva." "Who?" "Just, don't talk to her unless she asks you something.Okay?" "Okay...but.." "Miha!" "Hey mom." "Aye, I haven't seen you for so long.Look at you...aye, what did I tell you when you were younger about those jeans and t-shirts?" "Look, i'm 24, I think I can dress however the hell I want to." "Mercedes, don't back talk to me." "I'm not 11 anymore Minerva.You can't tell me what to do." "Get outside right now.We need to talk." "No." "Que?" "I said no.You heard me damn well." "Mercedes, get outside right now." "No, not by myself." "What?" "I'm going to have Brian out there with me.We can just talk in spanish.He doesn't know it." "Fine.Let's go.I'm sorry for my daughter's behavior miho.She hasn't been very lady-like since she was about 10 or so." We all walked outside, me having absolutely no clue what the fuck was happening.They just talked in spanish for awile, her mom sometimes going towards her.I got a bit closer and she seemed to back off. "He has nothing to do with it!It was all my choise so don't you fucking go into all of that!" She stared at me, and I then knew exactly what her mother ahd been saying. "Where's Talor?He was a fine young man, and why he's here with you I don't know, but he's definitly not Talor." "I broke up with him.He was cheating on me AND he beat me!Some great guy!" "I'm not going to believe you.Talor was very nice.You could have at least chosen someone better than 'Brian' if you did leave him!Mercedes, look at him!He needs to get a decent hair cut, has way too many tatoos,he can't even dress himself..what do you see in men like him?" She started crying and she glared at her mother. "He's honest, his hair is 'decent', he dresses great, his tatoos are awesome and.." "And what?" "And he loves me!And I love him!And nothing is ever going to change that!!You can tell me whatever you like, but have you ever stopped to think that maybe, just maybe, I was actually happy?He makes me laugh, and so do all of my friends.They are ALL like him.Why can't you just accept the fact that i'm happy?Why do you have to keep on making me feel bad?What kind of mother are you?!?" "I'm a great mother.I'm trying to help my daughter see the light." "Well, has it ever occured to you that maybe my light is black?Maybe, i'm girly, just in my own way?I hate you, and it's not anyone's fault but your own, and Jaime's." "Don't bring your father into this." "Too late.Now, we're going to leave, and you're never going to bother me again until you realize what all of your mistakes were." She stormed off, back to the car.I just followed her back to the parking lot.When she stopped by the door, I grabbed her and turned her towards me. "Hey, stop crying.I hate to see you cry." "But...she..." "Forget her.I don't care if she's your mom or if she were the govenor.I still love you.And if she doesn't like that, well, fuck her." "Th-thanks.I, I want to go home now, okay?" "Yeah, it's fine.Do you want pizza instead?" "Hmm, yes." I wiped away the remaining tears, seeing her smile. "Now, I see why I love you so much.Talor would've just told me to get over it." "Asshole.Hey, who's your dad?" "I'll tell you when we get back." "Alright.I love you." "I love you too." I kissed her and then opened the door on her side of the car.She got in, and I went to my side.Jaime?Her dad?I wonder why she never told me about her parents.I guess i'll find out.

Okay!That's part 7!Hopefully I will have part 8 out by tomorrow.And, please, if you want to be with either Jimmy or Johnny, tell me.Or if you just want to be one of my friends or something.Message me and tell me, okay?If I don't use you in this one, if I write another one i'll put you in it.Luvs ya lots!Byeezz!!!

I Hand You My Mortal Life, But Will It Be Forever? Part 6

Yeah, I know it's been forever but I finally stared to write again.It's FINALLY out, so have fun.Haha, just kidding.Well, here ya go!! :-)

My POV

I woke up with Brian's arm around my waist tight.He woke up and looked at me, smiling. "You sleep good?" "What do you think?" "Well, I don't know, that's why i'm asking." "Oh, come on Brian, of course I did!" He leaned over and kissed me while I just kissed back. "Hey..." I said, breaking the kiss. "Yeah?" "I have to take a shower sometime you know." "I know." "Well, are you ever going to let me go?" "I guess..." "Whatever." He smiled and raised his eyebrows. "Fine, come on!" "Yes, I knew i'd get to you." "Just come on." We got in the bathroom and about 30 minutes later we got out.We both got dressed and everything and I started running downstairs. "Haha!Brian stop!" He was chasing me, trying to tickle me. "I still can't believe you're ticklish!" "Well, I am so quit!" He grabbed me and sat me on the couch with him under.He started to kiss my neck like crazy, when my phone rang. "Ha, hello?" It was Talor. "Mercedes?Where are you?" "I'm not telling you." Brian stopped as soon as I said that and gave me a questioning look.I just shook my head and mouthed to him who it was.He seemed to get angry, almost taking the phone from me. "Talor, what do you want?" "I wanted to apologize, about last night." "There's nothing to say." "Look, i'm sorry, and I want you back so bad.I didn't know what I was saying and I was probably drunk." "Well, if I get back with you, what if you got 'drunk' again and you started to hit me?Did you think of that?" "I'll stop drinking, I promise!" "I can't trust you just yet.Look, i'll call you later, okay?" "But.." I hung up and threw the phone. "What did he want.If he was threatening you, I swear i'll go kick his ass right now.You know I will." "He just apologized, and said he wanted me back." "Do you want to go back?" I looked straight at him, almost crying. "No, never!Ilove you, and he scares me.I know that if you were ever 'drunk', as he said, you would never do something like that.And, he still cheated, even when he wasn't drunk, he knew who that girl was." "So, you're sure you don't want to go back?I don't want you to stay if you don't want to, even if you don't go back to Talor." "I'm sure, believe me." I put my hands around his face and kissed him, to reassure him I loved him and was going to stay.He kissed back, laying me down.After about 10 minutes or so, we were laying down on the couch together, me in front, watching TV.

Brian's POV

Talor...what an asshole.He can't really think that she would still love him after what he did to her.She wouldn't, right?No, she's smarter than that.But, why does she love me then?I'm never really going to be good enough, and yet, she's crazy about me.And now, I have her right here under my grasp, breathing steadily.Damn, she's asleep again.If he calls back I can't answer, or else he'll know about everything.But, still, I guess I should wake her up. "Hey, Cedes?" "Hmm, yes?" "Oh, I thought you were asleep." "I can't fall asleep right now.Relax." "Sorry, I didn't mean to bother you if I did." "You didn't, you could never bother me." I kissed her forehead, while she just laughed again. "Why do you laugh so much?" "I just can't believe that i'm actually kissing you, when I do anyway.It still surprises me." "Well, get over smart one!" "Uh, easy for you to say!You never have a girl problem.You could just snap your fingers and then millions of women would come rushing to you." "Yeah right." "You know it's true." "Well, I wouldn't want any of them." "Why not?" "None of them would ever come close to how perfect you are." "Stop, you're going to make me blush!" "Too late.Why worry though?" "I look like a silly little school girl who just talked to her crush." "But it's cute when you blush." "Brian!" "What?I'm only telling the truth." She sighed and turned to face me. "Why are you so handsome?And sweet?" "I'm only like that to you." "Whatever." "I am!You know it too." "Yeah, I guess you're right." "I am right." She giggled, making me smile. "Hmm, I love you." "I love you too." "I love you more!" "No, I love you more!" "I love you more times infinity, beat that!" "I love you more times infinity plus one!Nothing beats that." "Gaw, we are such kids!" "But, it's fun being a kid!" "Yup." She yawned. "You're already sleepy?We woke up like, not even an hour ago!" "Yeah, but i'm always sleepy and we're laying down!Plus, you're running your fingers through my hair, so I have the right to be sleepy." "Well, take a nap.If anything happens, i'll wake you up." "Really?" "Yes." "Okay, good, because i'm tired.Goodnight." "Goodnight, well, afternoon."

Okay, yes this one is very short but I hurried and I figured you wouldn't want to wait so yup...that's it.I'm going to have some more by either today or tomorrow.Okay?Luvs ya, bye!

I Hand You My Mortal Life, But Will It Be Forever? Part 5

Yeah, so, i'm sitting here at home, sick, and I just thought i'd write another one.So, here it is!I'm sleepy and bored so i'm not sure why I was just so happy.....i'm confused right now.Oh, if someone can please tell me WTF the 'POV' thing means.I just use it.I never really figured out what it meant soo...yeah.Oh, this one gets.....i don't know.Just thought i'd warn you before you read it.It'll surprise you I think.It depends on how personally you take stuff.

My POV

"Aggh!" I fell to the floor. "What did you just call me?" "I called you an asshole!" "Bitch!" He kicked me again, and I just took it in.I could feel every ounce of pain he meant to inflict. "Why?" "Because you've been cheating, bastard." I managed to say that in between my coughs. "What?" He got down and looked me straight in the eye. "I haven't cheated.You have, you dirty whore." He hit me again on the cheek. "How could you say that when you know YOU'VE been?You sick bastard, you think i'm some dumb slut that you can just boss around all the time?" "Actually, yeah." He kicked me again, causing me to hit the nearby desk.I spat out blood, and he just stood there and laughed. "You're so pathetic!I thought that when I asked you out you would've put up more of a fight.Well, I sure as hell was wrong!Oh, that guy you've been screwing behind my back, Brian, he's such a pussy too!He can't even play guitar decently!Why you chose him over me I just can't get.He's a man-whore.God, the world's just full of dirty people now." I snapped.I couldn't let him bad-mouth Brian like that! "You're the fucking man-whore!!I can't belive you would ever....AGGHHH!!!" I got up and jumped him, hitting him with everything.I stopped and glared into his eyes. "See?This is the girl I thought I asked out a year ago." He got up and pinned me down. "Talor, why?" I started to cry furiously, still managing to keep him from choking me. "Because, i'm just tired of being the sweet type.All those guys get nowhere.I want to be powerful, and I want women left and right crawling all over me.That's why." "I can't believe I ever loved you.Not with the pain you're putting me through right now." "Well, I have some good news for you." "What?!?" "All the pain is about to go away forever.I'm sorry, but I can't have you around anymore.I love you, haha!" He smirked and bent down more, kissing me.I pushed him back and bolted for the front door.I knew I didn't have time to get in the car so I just started running.Brian, please be home.Please.

Brian's POV

I sat down, suddenly exausted.Damn, it's already 8.What do I have to do tomorrow?Hmm, I don't know.Oh well.I'll figure it out.Man, I can't get her out of my head.I need sleep.But, I can't sleep when I keep thinking about her.Aggh, this is pathetic.I'll just watch T.V until I fall asleep.I turned on the T.V and started to watch Fuse.Haha, that's Mercedes's favorite channel.I wonder if she's watching it too.Probably. *loud knocks* What the.... "Brian!!Please open up!It's Mercedes!!" Shit!What's going on?!?I ran to the door. "Mercedes?!?You okay?" I looked at her.She was crying, and blood was all over her face and body. "SHIT!!Shit, shit, shit.Here, come in!" She walked in and I hugged her, as she started to cry again. "What the fuck happened?" "Talor, he, he...." "Oh, him.Did he do all this to you?I swear i'm gonna kick his ass!!" "Brian, he said that....you..." "What?I don't care what he said about me, just about what he did to you!" "Brian!I....I..." She hugged me tighter.I could tell she was really fucked up by all the hits. "Come on, i'll help you lay down." She walked with me holding her over to the couch. "Brian, I caught him." "Caught him what?" "Caught him cheating.He's been fucking some girl behind my back." "That bastard!I should go down there right now and..." "No, please." "But, look at what he did to you.I won't just let him walk all over you!" "Brian!Please, just don't.Do it for me." She stared at me, and I nodded reluctantly. "Thank you." "Yeah, let's just get you cleaned up." I ran and got a couple paper towels, wet them, and walked over to her again. "Here, let me get all this blood off." I wiped it off of her face. "I never trusted him." "I know, and I shouldn't have either.I'm so stupid!I could've walked away that day when he asked me out, but I didn't.Really, I didn't trust him either, but I went against my better judgement." "You're not stupid.He is.He honestly doesn't know what he left.He should be the one crying and regretting everything." She smiled weakly and yawned. "Sleepy?" "Haha, yeah.How could you tell?" "Well, i've always known what people were thinking.I can read people's minds!" "Dumbass!Haha!" "Well, I read yours, didn't I?" "Haha, true.But, i'm not really sleepy.You know i'm always yawning." "Yeah.You really are!" "But I can't help it!I'm just like that!" "That's weird." "Yup." We smiled at each other.She looked happy.I just hope she is now.

My POV

Brian let me borrow some of his boxers and a t-shirt since I didn't have anything to change into. "Thanks for helping me and all.You're the best!" "I know." "Whatever!" "Haha!" I layed down with him in his room.I was in his strong grip again.As I layed my head against his chest I felt secure, safe. "Hey, Mercedes?" "Yeah?" "If I ever told you that I loved you, what would you say?" "Why?" "I'm just wondering.I don't know." "Oh, well....I think i'd say the exact same thing back.Yeah, probably." "So, you love me?" "Well, yeah.You're my best friend!How could I not love you Bry?" "I meant, do you love me as more than a friend." "I, I....why are you asking me again?" What the?Why does he want to know?He couldn't know that I...oh shit. "I just wanted to know." "I..." I nuzzled into his chest even more. "I think I do." What??Did I just say that?Oh, please tell me he didn't hear me. "I, I know I love you Mercedes.I've loved you since I met you." I picked my head up and stared at him, surprised that I was actually hearing this.What the hell?Maybe Talor really killed me and i'm just in heaven.Yeah, that's gotta be it!! "Mercedes?" "Huh?Oh, can I ask you something?" "Yeah." "Am I still alive?Because, this is just crazy." "No, i'm pretty sure you're still alive." I'm not sure why, but I just leaned forward and kissed him.Finally, I knew he loved me and now I felt the pressure of his lips on mine.He kissed back, only harder.I broke the kiss and looked at him.He stared back with want in his eyes. "Brian, I...." "I love you." "I love you too." "Really?I mean, you'll never regret saying that, will you." "No, never.But Brian, I need to forget." "What?" "I need to forget him, everything.Give me pills or whatever.I just need the pain to go away." He looked at me again, and I could tell he really wanted to just give me everything. "Mercedes, if I do, would you let me?" "Of course.I really need to just not think about anything." "Are you sure though?" "Yes." He turned so that I was under him, and he kissed me.I just started to kiss back.I put my hand behind his head and ran my fingers through his hair.I felt his hands move to the bottom of my shirt.He pulled it off me.He started to kiss my neck, leaving a trail going down to my breasts.His hands went up a little to my bra, slowly unclasping it.He went farther down, with me still grabbing his hair.I grabbed his shirt and pulled it off.His hand went up and over my breasts slowly massaging as I just layed there, my heart beating fast.He slowly brought down the boxers he let me borrow, leaving me with nothing on but my panties.I started to undo his pants, bringing them down while he worked on getting my underwear off.When his jeans were gone I brought down the rest, feeling his, umm, manliness on my thigh.He moved his hand down and stuck two fingers inside of me.I squeezed my eyes closed as he went faster, in and out.Soon, the pain of it went away and I started to moan and call his name.He pulled his fingers out and then dove into me.I yelped a little but he just went sronger.I dug into his back and arm, making him groan a bit and really start to move.I called his name again and that just encouraged him to go even more.He was really sending me over the top. "God..." I screamed his name as loud as I could.He just kept going.After awhile his pace slowed, and after one last blow, he stopped.My stomache was churning. "Brian." "Yeah?" We were both breathing heavily. "I love you so much." "I love you too." I fell asleep in his arms, counting the seconds until I could wake up to him.

Alrighty then.Yup....now, how do I continue after that?Gaw, I shouldn't have put that....i'm so stupid!But already finished typing it so you're just gonna have to deal with it.Well, that took forever.Uhhmm, hope ya liked it.Comment, buzz, etc.Luvs ya lots!!

I Hand You My Mortal Life, But Will It Be Forever? Part 4

okay,this is part 4......sorry i took so long,i had writer's block.Already, too.Oh!! Good news,well, for me anyway.I got Talor's number!!Talor is this guy I like for those of you who don't know....yay!!!!!Actually, he's in the story!Well,yah...I got his number!!Go Me!!

My POV

I woke up to Brian holding me.God, I wish this would never end.But, I have to get up at some point today.I turned slightly and just stared at him, his soft, even breaths on my face.He looked flustered, as if he was thinking hard about something.I put my head against his chest and smiled.He looked cute when he had such a serious face.I laughed as he woke up puzzled.He groaned and asked me what time it was. "About 12 or so." I giggled again and he gave me a weird look. "Why are you laughing?" "Cuz you're so funny when you're sleeping!The faces that you make are so..." I burst out laughing again, not able to control it. "You're so mean." "Haha!I know." He smiled at me and I returned the favor.I thought it was always weird that we could just fall asleep together like we did but I guess I just got used to it.We got up and I went to go change. "Yo Mercedes?" "Yeah?" I asked from the bathroom I was in. "Why Talor, just asking." "What the hell kind of question is that?" "I dunno, I just wanted to find out what you see in him." I guess I stayed quiet for too long so he kinda got freaked out. " Hello?You okay?" "Huh?Oh, yeah." "Just nevermind then." "Sorry, I don't know how to answer that." I heard his footsteps get quieter as he walked downstairs. "Brian..." I said to myself as I finished getting ready.

Brian's POV

I walked back downstairs, disapointed that she never answered my question.Why does she love him?If she can't tell me why she does isn't that a sign that she really doesn't love him?God, sometimes I just don't get her.I heard her coming and I got up from the couch. "Brian...I have to ask you something." "Okay.What's up?" I sat down again and she sat next to me. "Well....i've been thinking about me and Talor." I nodded, my heart racing as she continued. "I don't think...that...." "What?You can tell me anything, you know that." "I think we should break up." What?!?!?No way, is she serious??? "I know, it's weird but..." "Hey, it's whatever you think is best." Whoa....this is my lucky day!!Okay, I probably shouldn't be happy about this but, yessss!!!!! "Brian?You still there?" "Huh?Oh, yeah.So, you're gonna break up with him?" "Yeah, I think so." "Why?" "I can't tell you." "Yes you can, you can tell me anything." "No, really.I just can't.If I told you.....I just don't want to mess up our friendship.I don't know how you would react to it and if you took it the wrong way....." "Hey, it's fine.If you don't want to tell me you don't have to." Why??Wreck our friendship?God, how bad is it? "Hey, i've gotta go back.You think you can take me real quick?" "Yeah, sure."

My POV

Brian took me back home.How would I ever be able to tell Talor?Or tell Brian that i'm breaking up with Talor because I love him?Why me? "Talor?" I walked into the house. "Talor?You in here?" "Yeah...uhh, just, hold on." He was on the phone with someone.I bet it's his boss. "Okay,uhh, yeah.Just,quit it!" He started laughing....WTF? "Yeah, alright.Yes mam!Haha!Yeah, okay.Bye." "Mam?Who was that?" "The seceratary." "What did she say that made you laugh?" "Nothing, she just told me about something that happened." "Okay then.....well, hi." Oh, bullshit.That's such a fucking lie!!Hey, he was on his cell.I can see who he was reallt talking to. "Hey, can I borrow your cell phone for a bit?" "Yeah, why?" "Mine's about to die and I needed to call Melissa." Melissa was my best friend. "Yeah, here you go." I got it and went upstairs.Let's see who this really is.Okay, recent calls.What the....who the hell is....oh no.He's been...cheating?No....i'm just expecting the worst.But, maybe I should call it.Well.....maybe I shouldn't.No, i'm going to. "Hello?" "Hello?Um, who is this?" "Candi, who's this?" "Elizabeth." I used his sister's name. "Why are you using my boyfriend's phone?" Oh shit.It's true. "I...i'm his sister.I wanted to talk to his girlfriend.He says so much about you and....i'm sorry.I should let you go." "It's fine.I've always wanted to talk to you!I finally get to talk to his sis." "Yes, um....I have to go now.I'm so sorry." "It's fine.Bye." "Bye." I fell to my knees and cried.No way....how.... "Mercedes?What's wrong?" I gave him a mean look. "You asshole." "What did you just call me?" Oh shit.....i'm in for it.He picked up his arm and swung....leaving me waiting for the rest.

Okay.Sorry it took me so long to finish this.I kept on forgetting.Hope you liked it!I should start making them longer....I better keep that in mind.

I Hand You My Mortal Life, But Will It Be Forever? Part 3

Hey!This is part three!Like you didn't know that.Ok,i'll let you read now.

My POV

I walked in to a smiling Talor. "Baby!!" He hugged me.Hard. "Hey, I missed you!" "Yeah, I missed you too!" WTF?!?!Is he high or something??? "Sooo....how was work, well, while you were there?" "Same.But, I don't wanna talk about that.I hated leaving this morning.Did you miss me?" "I said I did." God!!He's REALLY freaking me out!! "So, you hungry?" "Nah, I had lunch already." "Where?With who?" "Relax, I just went with Brian.We went to that chinese buffet." "Oh, okay.Well, call me next time you leave the house." "Oookay....I, uhh, didn't mean to worry you." I kissed him and went upstairs to put my stuff down. "So, you know when you have to go back?" "Uhh, no.Hold on.I'll call and see." He walked back downstairs to call I guess.Dumbass.We have a phone in the room smart one!Oh well, I guess it doesn't matter.I looked at the clock, impatiently.Come on you stupid clock!Go faster! "Shit!" "What?" "I have to go back in about 30 minutes.I'm sorry." "It's fine, why do they have to keep you all night?" "I dunno.It sucks, I know." I sighed.I wonder what Brian's doing.

Brian's POV

As I drove back, I thought about what we should do when she came back.I wish she were here already.I passed by our old school.The place I met her, over on the bleachers.I still remember that day.She smiled at me, I guess being a fan of the band.She was wearing one of our T-shirts.God, she looked so beautiful.The wind was blowing just perfectly, the sun in her deep brown eyes.Her perfect smile..."SHIT!" I took a hard turn, almost crashing into a couple other cars.I was breathing hard, scared as hell, my heart pumping fast.If I would've crashed I wouldn't have been able to see her tonight.Wait, isn't that one of our songs?I should know this, being in Avenged Sevenfold and all.I'm such a dumbass.No, i'm a smartass.Better than dumbass...why am I thinking about this?I decided to just drive for a bit.Maybe that'll help me.I kept driving, maybe about 45 minute or so.I passed so many places, they all brought back memories.Great memories, of me and Mercedes.I really should get it through my thick skull.I'm never gonna get her.But, I can still daydream.I feel like a lonely schoolboy, wandering around, dreaming of that popular girl that everyone loves.I f she ever found out that i'm always thinking about her, she'd probably think that was sad.My phone rang, the caller I.D. flashed her name a couple times before I answered."Hello?" "Hey!What's up?" "Nothing.Just driving around.Why?" "Talor just left, so.." Yess!!!Hell yeah! "Oh!I'll be there in like 2 seconds!" I sound desperate...IDIOT!!SHE'S GONNA KNOW!! "One, Two..you said two seconds,and yet......" "Haha!Shut up." "Fine then, try me!" "We're playing the quiet game?A little kindergaten, uhh, ish?" "Kindergartenish?New word there Brian?" "Yup.Haha!I'll be there in about, 5, 4, 3, 2, 1." I hung up, pulling into her driveway.There she came, running.This should be fun.

My POV

Brian pulled in, and I ran out to him.He stopped, and got out.As I ran he opened his arms and caught me in his strong arms, swinging me around.I laughed as he put me down. "Well, that was fun!" "It's really easy cuz you're so fucking light!" "Whatever.." I blushed, yet again.I should probably quit doing that...but it's too hard not to! "Shall we go?" "Yes sir.Whatever you say Mr. Gates." "Mr. Gates huh?I like it." He smirked a bit, then we both got in.He was playing my favorite a7x song.Sieze the Day.We sang the words all the way to his house.He could sing so beautifully.His voice put me in a trance, so I didn't notice when we stopped. "Ready?" "Huh?Oh!Yeah." We walked in, and about an hour later, I was in his arms on the couch.We were watching just regular T.V this time.I could feel his soft breaths on the back of my neck, his heart beating slowly.I turned around to meet his gaze.We just layed there, staring into each other's eyes.My heart was racing, but I didn't care.He slowly moved his face closer to mine.I did the same, hesitating because of my fear.We closed our eyes, waiting to meet.I forgot everything.His lips touched mine and shivers went down my spine.His hand moved to the back of my neck, holding me in place.I thought about absoulutely nothing except for him.His chest was up against me, his heart beating next to mine.The sensations I was feeling were better than anything.We released, and I slowly opened my eyes. "Brian, I..." "Wait, I know.I'm sorry.I...I..shouldn't have...." "I love you." The words just came out fast.I couldn't keep it bottled up inside of me forever. "I love you too.More than you'll ever know." "Really?Brian, I...AGGHH!!" Someone was standing behind us, with a knife. "Brian, LOOK OUT!!!" The knife cut through his back, blood was everywhere.The person who stabbed him disappeared into the darkness.I stayed there, crying, as Brian muttered his last words to me. "Mercedes, I love you." I shot up, gasping for air as if I had jut run.It was only a dream, but... "Huh?Hey.You okay?" I had fallen asleep with Brian. "Yeah.Just a bad dream." I was sweating all over.I was freaked out, but he was alive.Stupid dream!!It fucking tricked me!I layed back down as Brian put his arm back around me.I closed my eyes, thinking how real it had been.As if he really did kiss me.But, I just shook my head and went back to sleep, my head against his chest.

Okay, are my stories getting longer?If so, good. Hope you liked it. I thought I might scare you by acting like Syn died.But, of course, he didn't.Comment, and whatever.Thanx, luv ya lots!!